Kay.. So you al wanna know what happenned to me today?? Wanna know the horrible news?? No, I didn't get dumoed.. how could I?! I'm not dating anyone.. I had something WORSE happen to me.. I got rejected... now you all may be thinking 'How is that worse?? You didn't have time to get too attatched to him!' but it's worse because I was right there when it happenned, and he said it to my face, and he wants to only be friends! He feels bad enough.. but not as bad as I felt.. I didn't forgive myself for liking him.. IO forgave him for rejecting me, and I don't want him to be seen as a jerk.. so I kept the news withing my friends.. along with him.. but you know the worst part?? I still like him the same amount! That's just really sad there!! Most people move one within the first half hour.. but I truly LOVED him!!! when I saw him.. my stomach would turn to knots. and I just feel so low and horrible... Thinking he liked me!! Thinking anything like that!! I tryed talking sense to me saying "He only wants to be friends! Why would he like you?!" and I didn't think like that, even though I was right.. that was the only attempt I ever made at talking sense into myself.. because my fantisies were my best friends at that point in time. So I didn't listen to reason... but now I just feel stupid for asking him out.. but I"m never making that mistake again... I won't date him or anyone until THEY ask ME! Got that people?
BTW.. I'm very heartbroken at this point in time
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Back up to date! ^_^
Hey people that still pay attention to my posts!!
I just thought I'd bring you up to speed (not the drug! ^_^) in my life, so I decided this was easy!
So in school so far, I'm a tad worried.. Why you ask?? Because I'm worried that this kid in my class might like-like me.... Yes, something very odd indeed. It doesn't happen often.. But I'm worried that I might like HIM!! :O Shocking isn't it?? And even after my vow to not like any guy this year! But that's not really what I want to talk about right now... I don't want to get into details about that part there.
So two weeks ago on Wednesday, I found out that we were having an election for the first time in like EVER! and I decided to run.. for Deputy Prime Minister. And I seemed to be pretty close to winning.. i ad a lot of votes, and I didn't see one of my friend's little brothers as a threat. So I was pretty confident I'd win, and so many people continuosly told me I'd win for sure! So I was confident, and I guess I kinda got a big head about it. And then last week on Frieday, when we did speeches, I did mine, and SO MANY people told me how goo my speech was, and they said they loved it! And then at the end of the school day, I was pretty let down when the other person won! so I was a bit sad, and then I continuosly listened to La Vie Bohem (song from RENT), and I laughed so much, my sadness just evaporated! So I'm able to live. And the people that DID win are being sore winners! They are milking their victory, but I'm at least not letting it bother me, but there are a few people that truly wanted me to win, and thought I might be devastated when i lost, I was at first, but not anymore... so yeah.....
And now, today after french, we all changed seats, and now I sit next to my ex-crushes best friend!!! and he's a tad annoying, and he doesn't quite like me, considering my ex-crush doesn't like me at all, but they don't hang out as much anymroe, becasue my ex-crush is a COMPLETE jock, and my ex-crushes friend, isn't as much, he likes sports, but doesn't like FLAUNT IT at all! But w.e
Anyways, LOVE YOU ALL!! NAD READ MY OTHER BLOGS!!!! ^_^
I just thought I'd bring you up to speed (not the drug! ^_^) in my life, so I decided this was easy!
So in school so far, I'm a tad worried.. Why you ask?? Because I'm worried that this kid in my class might like-like me.... Yes, something very odd indeed. It doesn't happen often.. But I'm worried that I might like HIM!! :O Shocking isn't it?? And even after my vow to not like any guy this year! But that's not really what I want to talk about right now... I don't want to get into details about that part there.
So two weeks ago on Wednesday, I found out that we were having an election for the first time in like EVER! and I decided to run.. for Deputy Prime Minister. And I seemed to be pretty close to winning.. i ad a lot of votes, and I didn't see one of my friend's little brothers as a threat. So I was pretty confident I'd win, and so many people continuosly told me I'd win for sure! So I was confident, and I guess I kinda got a big head about it. And then last week on Frieday, when we did speeches, I did mine, and SO MANY people told me how goo my speech was, and they said they loved it! And then at the end of the school day, I was pretty let down when the other person won! so I was a bit sad, and then I continuosly listened to La Vie Bohem (song from RENT), and I laughed so much, my sadness just evaporated! So I'm able to live. And the people that DID win are being sore winners! They are milking their victory, but I'm at least not letting it bother me, but there are a few people that truly wanted me to win, and thought I might be devastated when i lost, I was at first, but not anymore... so yeah.....
And now, today after french, we all changed seats, and now I sit next to my ex-crushes best friend!!! and he's a tad annoying, and he doesn't quite like me, considering my ex-crush doesn't like me at all, but they don't hang out as much anymroe, becasue my ex-crush is a COMPLETE jock, and my ex-crushes friend, isn't as much, he likes sports, but doesn't like FLAUNT IT at all! But w.e
Anyways, LOVE YOU ALL!! NAD READ MY OTHER BLOGS!!!! ^_^
Monday, September 7, 2009
Hello my friends...
Hello to all my friends! I wanted to update this, and tell you that I'm writing a NEW story! It's hanwritten, so it is COMPLETLY confidential. and now you can't read it. But I don't care. I ahve tryed two different story lines, but they were either too weird with no explainations, or too common I forgot what I was writing about.
But this story that I'm writing right now, is basically a different life. like it's about me, it's got my name, and one of my friends, and it's got her name, but I don't live HERE, I live somewhere else. and I have a brother (twin actually) and my friend has a 17 year old brother. And than the antagonist is this guy from my class who I hate (In real life and the story). And it's basically about me riting all about a different life of mine. like an alternate life that doesn't really exist. I think it's actually pretty awesome. and with that, it rules over all! ^_^
So if you even look at this thing any more, I'm glad. But really... TELL PEOPLE ABOUT IT!! I anted to tell the WORLD, but all I'm doing is telling 4 people, and some won't even look at Blogger.. sadly. so if you can get people to check it out, I shall smile a LOT! Not like i don't alreadty.. I'll just smile more!!1 tee-hee! ^_^ And I love you ALL
*hugz*
But this story that I'm writing right now, is basically a different life. like it's about me, it's got my name, and one of my friends, and it's got her name, but I don't live HERE, I live somewhere else. and I have a brother (twin actually) and my friend has a 17 year old brother. And than the antagonist is this guy from my class who I hate (In real life and the story). And it's basically about me riting all about a different life of mine. like an alternate life that doesn't really exist. I think it's actually pretty awesome. and with that, it rules over all! ^_^
So if you even look at this thing any more, I'm glad. But really... TELL PEOPLE ABOUT IT!! I anted to tell the WORLD, but all I'm doing is telling 4 people, and some won't even look at Blogger.. sadly. so if you can get people to check it out, I shall smile a LOT! Not like i don't alreadty.. I'll just smile more!!1 tee-hee! ^_^ And I love you ALL
*hugz*
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Heh, heh...
Oops.. I guess I haven't gotten on enough lately.. heh heh...
Well, Now you can see a design of mine. Can you believe I got THAT from a swimsuit wrap?! Kindof surprizing eh??
Well, on to other things. The reson I haven't been on a lot lately, is because I've been working on other blogs. The links are
http://onmyownstory.blogspot.com/
and
http://thinkingofyoumagic.blogspot.com/
So if you decide to read them, I hope you like them, they are both stories. But I wanna get on more to tell you guys ALL about my drama. ^_^
OH did I tell you?!I have discovered plenty of things this summer!!! I'll list them.
~Anime/manga
- Shugo Chara (SC)
- Tsuki No Shippo/Tail of the Moon
- the One
~Bands
- Honor Society
And well.. That's prety much it.. And I made some new friends!!! Their names I shall conceal, and you shall never know!!! Oh! And by th waaayyyy.... I'm not a guy, just in case you were wondering. And I"m not a lezzie either... haha, I just goy confuzed.. I'm going to probably change the name from "Haley-kun's corner" to "Haley-chans corner" pretty soon. But I'm leavig the name like it is for now for a few weeks so that people won't get confuzed! ^_^ aha!!! I tend to get confused a lot, so if any of you are like me, I'll be nice sand not screw you up! haha!!!
Well, Now you can see a design of mine. Can you believe I got THAT from a swimsuit wrap?! Kindof surprizing eh??
Well, on to other things. The reson I haven't been on a lot lately, is because I've been working on other blogs. The links are
http://onmyownstory.blogspot.com/
and
http://thinkingofyoumagic.blogspot.com/
So if you decide to read them, I hope you like them, they are both stories. But I wanna get on more to tell you guys ALL about my drama. ^_^
OH did I tell you?!I have discovered plenty of things this summer!!! I'll list them.
~Anime/manga
- Shugo Chara (SC)
- Tsuki No Shippo/Tail of the Moon
- the One
~Bands
- Honor Society
And well.. That's prety much it.. And I made some new friends!!! Their names I shall conceal, and you shall never know!!! Oh! And by th waaayyyy.... I'm not a guy, just in case you were wondering. And I"m not a lezzie either... haha, I just goy confuzed.. I'm going to probably change the name from "Haley-kun's corner" to "Haley-chans corner" pretty soon. But I'm leavig the name like it is for now for a few weeks so that people won't get confuzed! ^_^ aha!!! I tend to get confused a lot, so if any of you are like me, I'll be nice sand not screw you up! haha!!!
Monday, May 25, 2009
GREAT Day! =D
Okay, so today was one of the most amazing days in the world for me. why you ask??? Why, most of your friends were gone? Then why was it such a good day? Well...
Today, I found out that one of my grade eight friends didn't go to CQE. And then on top of it, I got to chill at my fave tree, so I did some tree climbing today! =D Then what's more, I chilled with my friends, but I also chilled with Nick! =D So that was kewl... But now I have news from Gym.
So today, we were playing dodgeball against Mrs.LeClair's class... And then, before we started, everyone was all lined up on the wall, and Ashley pushed Nick, and I was right next to him, and he fell onto me, and he like akweirdly hugged me to gain balance. But then I actually got like 5 ppl out!!!
But some bad news was that I found out that Nick like's Vanessa. I hate her now. Even if she Is nice. Nick shouldn't like her. Just wait 'till I get my surgery, and my acne's gone! I'll me really hot! Prolly by that point, I won't even like Nick anymore. cuz I'll prolly be in high school by then.
But today, when I was walking home, I THINK I got this gangster dude give me the "call me" sign... But he was on the other side of the street. so, whatever. It was a weird part of today. But then again, today wasn't normal AT ALL.
Today, I found out that one of my grade eight friends didn't go to CQE. And then on top of it, I got to chill at my fave tree, so I did some tree climbing today! =D Then what's more, I chilled with my friends, but I also chilled with Nick! =D So that was kewl... But now I have news from Gym.
So today, we were playing dodgeball against Mrs.LeClair's class... And then, before we started, everyone was all lined up on the wall, and Ashley pushed Nick, and I was right next to him, and he fell onto me, and he like akweirdly hugged me to gain balance. But then I actually got like 5 ppl out!!!
But some bad news was that I found out that Nick like's Vanessa. I hate her now. Even if she Is nice. Nick shouldn't like her. Just wait 'till I get my surgery, and my acne's gone! I'll me really hot! Prolly by that point, I won't even like Nick anymore. cuz I'll prolly be in high school by then.
But today, when I was walking home, I THINK I got this gangster dude give me the "call me" sign... But he was on the other side of the street. so, whatever. It was a weird part of today. But then again, today wasn't normal AT ALL.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
All Caught Up
Okay, so I wanna get you all caught up on stuff 'kay? First of all, and the saddest news, most of my friends are heading off to CQE (Camp Queen Elizabeth) for their grade eight trip. And because I'm not actually in grade eight, I can't go. So now I don't get to see my friends again 'till Thursday. So that Kinda sucks. But I told them if they didn't have fun I'd hurt them! I really hope I drove home the point! =D
Then, I have my news about Nick. Okay, I haven't been saying too much 'cause nothing's really been happening. Up until this week that is. So... Here it goes.
Nick's group and my group talk occasionally. So every now and then, Nick'll come and join us and chat for a bit. But this week, I was chilling with Kerlea, and we had linked arms, and then Nick came up to Kerlea and I, and he put his arm around us both! And then on Friday, I was giving Kerlea a hug goodbye, and then Nick came up and hugged us both.
And some more news, from tomorrow until Thursday, I'm gonna be chilling with Waylen and Eric, and with that, They chill with Nick and them, so I'm prolly gonna be chilling with Nick for three days! =D
Then, I have my news about Nick. Okay, I haven't been saying too much 'cause nothing's really been happening. Up until this week that is. So... Here it goes.
Nick's group and my group talk occasionally. So every now and then, Nick'll come and join us and chat for a bit. But this week, I was chilling with Kerlea, and we had linked arms, and then Nick came up to Kerlea and I, and he put his arm around us both! And then on Friday, I was giving Kerlea a hug goodbye, and then Nick came up and hugged us both.
And some more news, from tomorrow until Thursday, I'm gonna be chilling with Waylen and Eric, and with that, They chill with Nick and them, so I'm prolly gonna be chilling with Nick for three days! =D
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
What?
Okay... So this is what's up... Today was - for lack of a better word - odd. Not only did I get in trouble for something I said (I have freedom of speech in this country!), but something even weirder happened at SLOME (Science London, Oxford, Middlesex, Expedition) (futre job thingy).
So today after we're finished with it, and are supposed to be waiting to get back on the busses, I see Stefan. He's one of my BFF's cousins. He's also my friend. But since I hadn't really seen him that much today (Considering that morning I was at the Rosary Rally), I was chillin' with him and Kerlea. And almost the first thing he does is like push me and says "Hey haley! I missed you!" And I was like "Oh-uhm- yeah, I missed you too...(?)" Like it's weird enough that whenever I go chill with him, he's the first one to say "Hi" to me in the whole group... But that... that was just WEIRD! Like sure he's a good guy-friend... but, really... No guy in their right mind at my school would want to date me... ESPECIALLY a grade eight! But then again... He's like that with almost everybody. So nothing to worry about. Although he does act kinda gay... Those super-long nails kinda lead people to think that. But people in my class ALWAYS act gay. So no need to worry about HIM being gay, he;s prolly not... But whatever... I'm getting a bit bored.. I think I might go back to my book soon.
So today after we're finished with it, and are supposed to be waiting to get back on the busses, I see Stefan. He's one of my BFF's cousins. He's also my friend. But since I hadn't really seen him that much today (Considering that morning I was at the Rosary Rally), I was chillin' with him and Kerlea. And almost the first thing he does is like push me and says "Hey haley! I missed you!" And I was like "Oh-uhm- yeah, I missed you too...(?)" Like it's weird enough that whenever I go chill with him, he's the first one to say "Hi" to me in the whole group... But that... that was just WEIRD! Like sure he's a good guy-friend... but, really... No guy in their right mind at my school would want to date me... ESPECIALLY a grade eight! But then again... He's like that with almost everybody. So nothing to worry about. Although he does act kinda gay... Those super-long nails kinda lead people to think that. But people in my class ALWAYS act gay. So no need to worry about HIM being gay, he;s prolly not... But whatever... I'm getting a bit bored.. I think I might go back to my book soon.
Monday, May 11, 2009
=O Did that SERIOUSLY happen?!
Okay, so my question is... Did Nick HONESTLY say THAT to ME?! Kay, so Nick's a polite guy... but he's NEVER LIKE-LIKED me!!!
Kay, so today in science, we're all working away, me looking up every so often to look at Nick... One of the good things about being next to Kelsey... She's Nick's friend... So sometimes he'll look at me! But this was different. I looked up, and Nick's looking at me, holding my eyes. And I'm blushing like a loon. I put on that little grin, where I kinda pout a bit, but you don't see a single tooth (thank goodness). And then While we're looking at eachother, Nick mouths the words "I love you". My stomack did a backflip, and my heart was in my throat... It was insaity! He coulda been kidding around with Kelsey, or been mouthing something stupid like "All the jews". But he even did that weird eyebrow thingy... I was blushing like MAD! I felt like an idiot, so I went back to my work, and then he's all just like "Twilight sucks, and so does anime." And I totally shrug it off... He knows I love those things.. But it didn't matter, It's impossible for me to be mad at him. But I DID inform him that he could make some enimies by saying that.
Another weird thing that happened throughout the day.. that doesn't usually happen, was I bumped into Nick about at LEAST 5 times today too... Not my fault... COMPLETLY accidental! I bet it was HIS... or maybe I've just been using those routes around the classroom too many times, it just sunk in.
But no matter... I still love him... I don't care what HE thinks.. he knows I do... But I almost had a heart attact from shock today. But in a good way. He's so surprizing.... Should I tell my friends so time that I like him.... they might lay off him. Mackie knows... But Kerlea and the rest don't... hmmmmmm.
Kay, so today in science, we're all working away, me looking up every so often to look at Nick... One of the good things about being next to Kelsey... She's Nick's friend... So sometimes he'll look at me! But this was different. I looked up, and Nick's looking at me, holding my eyes. And I'm blushing like a loon. I put on that little grin, where I kinda pout a bit, but you don't see a single tooth (thank goodness). And then While we're looking at eachother, Nick mouths the words "I love you". My stomack did a backflip, and my heart was in my throat... It was insaity! He coulda been kidding around with Kelsey, or been mouthing something stupid like "All the jews". But he even did that weird eyebrow thingy... I was blushing like MAD! I felt like an idiot, so I went back to my work, and then he's all just like "Twilight sucks, and so does anime." And I totally shrug it off... He knows I love those things.. But it didn't matter, It's impossible for me to be mad at him. But I DID inform him that he could make some enimies by saying that.
Another weird thing that happened throughout the day.. that doesn't usually happen, was I bumped into Nick about at LEAST 5 times today too... Not my fault... COMPLETLY accidental! I bet it was HIS... or maybe I've just been using those routes around the classroom too many times, it just sunk in.
But no matter... I still love him... I don't care what HE thinks.. he knows I do... But I almost had a heart attact from shock today. But in a good way. He's so surprizing.... Should I tell my friends so time that I like him.... they might lay off him. Mackie knows... But Kerlea and the rest don't... hmmmmmm.
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