I CANT BELIEVE IT!

I truly can't believe it! the guy I like, and sit next to has a girlfriend! AUGH! I'm so upset, I won't be able to look at him in geography again, and he'll wonder what happenned to me and everything, and I won't have an answer, because I DIDNT TELL HIM I LIKE HIM!!! It's like nothing else I've ever felt for any other guy, and like, he doesn't know he just broke my heart, I gave him my little necklace of it, and augh, well, he's borrowing it, and it just really hurts to know that he doens't know what he did wrong. And even though he wants to know why I'm upset, I can't tell him, because I'm upset over him! And we're friends. Obviously, he sees it as nothing more, abesolutely nothing more than friendship. Great. Just what I need, another friendship with a guy I like. This sucks! I hate it! I can't believe it! I ALWAYS fall for the guys who won't like me back! AUGH! I'm SO STUPID!!!!!