Kay.. So you al wanna know what happenned to me today?? Wanna know the horrible news?? No, I didn't get dumoed.. how could I?! I'm not dating anyone.. I had something WORSE happen to me.. I got rejected... now you all may be thinking 'How is that worse?? You didn't have time to get too attatched to him!' but it's worse because I was right there when it happenned, and he said it to my face, and he wants to only be friends! He feels bad enough.. but not as bad as I felt.. I didn't forgive myself for liking him.. IO forgave him for rejecting me, and I don't want him to be seen as a jerk.. so I kept the news withing my friends.. along with him.. but you know the worst part?? I still like him the same amount! That's just really sad there!! Most people move one within the first half hour.. but I truly LOVED him!!! when I saw him.. my stomach would turn to knots. and I just feel so low and horrible... Thinking he liked me!! Thinking anything like that!! I tryed talking sense to me saying "He only wants to be friends! Why would he like you?!" and I didn't think like that, even though I was right.. that was the only attempt I ever made at talking sense into myself.. because my fantisies were my best friends at that point in time. So I didn't listen to reason... but now I just feel stupid for asking him out.. but I"m never making that mistake again... I won't date him or anyone until THEY ask ME! Got that people?
BTW.. I'm very heartbroken at this point in time
Well it doesn't have to be like that his feelings for you can change over time- from a friend that says sorry. and also im the real hornmeister not dave
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